Thanking 2012

2012 have been so so good to me that i don't even wanna leave it. haha..kidding.

so yeah 2013 is what we call now. and still every single year my mantra goes like this...

"MAYBE IT'S NOT MY WEEKEND BUT IT'S GONNA BE MY YEAR..."

yes, it can from a song by All Time Low...guilty as charge.

But here are the things that i am grateful for the year 2012:

1. My family

They have been the most supportive bunch in my life, my dad never ceases to give me unbounded advice about my life, career and sometimes the yet forbidden topic ... growing up (love). Im thank for them because they have been wonderful for everything, i owe them my point of views in life, from the strong will of my mom, to my goal oriented dad, to being independent like my sister and most of all being perky/hip like my little brother. 

2. My work

Yey for me! Ive already reached my 1 year at work last November (technically 1 year *officially* coz I've been a volunteer for so long, God knows how much time I've invested in learning in that freaking institution..haha). But to hell with the stress and being bipolar. My work has given me all the emotions i need to put on my rifle, i guess its not bad to ricochet another potentially possible life outside the depths of the government for me this year.yeah? (okay you got me there... maybe its true that sometimes, when you truly love something, but you aint happy anymore and you always feel unappreciated...maybe its time to let go... specially when you've given everything you've got but it is still now worth it...maybe soon i will, while i can still go with love in my heart... but i could only say one thing, i will not go not until ive finish what ive started :) *clue clue clue) But to mix it all, i feel very grateful for all the experiences, whether it be Good or Bad that I've went through this year in my career, i owe it to all my *please revised/re-do asap* correspondence, to my sleepless nights of burning CDs, to my unendless deadlines and meetings for coordination, to everything... now i could truly say that i've experience what hell is and what anne hathaway feels in the movie the devil wears prada (not my immediate boss, but the BIG BOSS). haha! so 2013 bring it on to me like a hot burrito baby!

3. I am thankful for my detractors and for the bullies that made me wanna throw up rainbow hatred words during High School.

I am very thankful to them last year, because without their bullying moments and their words of hatred to me, i wouldnt be who i am right now without it. I can truly say that they made me stronger and firmer. I am now the better person i could be, and i will be forever thankful to them all my life because every time i remember their words it always makes me want to put up a good fight in my life. Thank you haters. *p.s im loving myself more* :)

4. My new/old peers

Im thankful for 2012 for letting me meet new and see old peers, ive been very happy that even though this year have been an experimental year in our careers that we dont forget each other literally (yes, we dotn see each other much, but i know in my heart that they still visit my thoughts occasionally :)) )

5. My Inspiration.

I thank God everyday that he gave me an inspiration last year... the better version of my prayer. He was the first guy that gave me goosebumps, that gave me a mini heart attack everytime he talks to me, and he is the guy that im not shy to meet my friends, family and parents. Im very proud of him specially in everything he does for me and for our relationship. yes i can now spell relationship... haha! Im very thankful for he is always there in my ups and downs, specially at times when no one can simply talk to me *normally* for i am very tired and very agitated from the stress of my work. Im also happy because last year (2012), he was the one who made me feel close to God more, yes i go to church but not every Sunday, but now we do, atleast everytime we have a chance *literally every sunday* i can now truly say that God is the witness of our Love, and he is the one who made me feel the it is okay to cry and to shed some emotions from time to time just make sure that you can live it up. and of course he made me realized that i am capable of loving and being love. This year im looking forward to making new memories with him. (traveling, gastronomic dates and everything... )

6.  and Last but not the least, Im very thankful to GOD.

To him, thank you very much God, for being the witness of everything i do, i know you wont give me things that i cant handle, please dont get tired of my rants and my mistakes ahhh, i know you wont, but thank you for being in my life always, i know you wont live me. But thank you very much giving me the better/best version of my prayers.

So, 2013 Bring it on! and imma be here to Hold on tight.