Banana Chips Love Story

It's been months of whirlwind feelings, lack of trust, losing friends-them moving forward and me staying behind, blending with new people and trying to find where i belong kind of ber-months.  It seems that there has been some days when i feel like the momentum crashes down my face like how the wind blows, some days are like gah. like nothing is new, like every single day is just a reply of how it used to be. Every single day for the past months, i honestly tried to pave the way for my feelings to pour, but nothing seems to go right, yes there are things that i did right (because that is what we are suppose to do), but there are still things i hope for but of course i didn't get. Sometimes i feel like something is holding me back to reach whatever place I'm suppose to be, there are opportunities that i feel like, dude that belongs to me! but its still isn't mine, i guess my moment hasn't really come. The feeling of accomplishment, the feeling of belonging or mindin