Banana Chips Love Story

When it comes to love, there are many things we need to sacrifice…even senses that are built in us, we have to be ready to be impaired to all things innate in us. BE BLIND (sense of sight) when it comes to the matters of the heart you have to be blind, blind to the truth that no matter what you do, there will come a time that people will try to ruin your relationship and if you are in love you have to bare being blind to all things that will hurt you… yes it will be hard, but as i always say… when you love somebody you have to overlook every single imperfect thing that he/she is made of. Even shaky mountains have slopes where we can slide, but when you are in love, you have to inculcate every single day that there will be cliffs and unwanted rocks that will try to ruin your ride, but hey it is love, just be BLIND. BE NUMB (touch) You have to forget that you are human and you have to remove your sense of touch internally and externally… be numb,YES it will take a lot of work ...

Souls When two souls fall in love, there is nothing else but the yearning to be close to the other. The presence that is felt through a hand held, a voice heard, or a smile seen. Souls do not have calendars or clocks, nor do they understand the notion of time or distance. They only know it feels right to be with one another. This is the reasons why you miss someone so much when they are not there - even if they are only in the very next room. Your soul only feels theur absence- it doesnt realise the separation is temporary. -Lang Leav

Tuesday Statistics Phone Credits = 0 Messages in Facebook = 0 Morning Calls to wake him up = 0 I miss yous = 0 by the start of my work, i was slowly dying of stress because of the meetings, but lo and behold, he texted me, saying that he misses me, and that he shared me some credits because he misses my text even though he doesnt reply (a big SOP of our relationship, i text, he doesnt reply, but he is so happy that i do it, because he tells me that it makes him feel that i care and i think of him (which actually what the point is...and so he told me, he wanted to see me...after his work (which will end by 9pm), and we'll have dinner (which i dont actually like bec. im in a very tight diet (bec. i dont wanna lose him, so ill lose it)..Sorry for the long story, but you know the point of this blog post is about the SIMPLE THINGS in life that money cant buy... Dear Darla TUESDAYS for US. Alfalfal green thingies Pistachios Ice Cream While eating at yellowcab... Me:...

It’s like every fucking skinny person thinks it’s their job to tell someone whose  fat  that they are  fat .  ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?  Did you think I didn’t notice? I wake up and see my fat ass every morning. And it gets me EVERY fucking time,  I’ll never understand it. I don’t walk up to fucking super skinny people and say their eating disorder is showing. I don’t stare at black people in shorts. I don’t laugh at fucking people with disabilities.  WHY IS IT OKAY TO DO IT TO FAT PEOPLE?  We’re all flesh and bones.  I’m bigger, but I’m not different. PLUS. If i wanted to do something about my weight I fucking would. But fuck man, your ignorance and stupidity will still be there. I’ll be skinny and you’ll find something else to fucking say.  So excuse me as I live my fucking life as I please.  (my thoughts are with this girl named  frannnx33  from tumblr...sister i hear yah... and dont you worry coz you are...

Recently the tables have been turned a little far away from me and i may have loved it this way but deep inside i was always aiming and craving for the extra pressure of smuggling a cookie out of the forbidden cookie jar, personally i would guess that nobody would understand this post, but my neutral status in life have not been permitting me to go into my usual slumber… every single night I lay in my bed, I always ask myself, are you happy? Emotionally I guess I am, physically (nah) this questions has been answered a million times over right now, relationship wise I guess I am, or I know we are getting there every now and then, but mentally? Hmmm I guess my mind and my skills have been stored in a shelf for too long right now…but sometimes there is a part of my brain wherein I'm supposed to execute potentials that I myself don’t know exist hasn’t been tapped since… a million years ago. I guess you can say that my path has been on a steady phase, the rough journey and wonderfu...

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4 days ...thats all i have...and all that is left of me before i take the exam and beat the shades...to the test that i have longed been delaying all my entire career...oops sorry i dont have a career pa pala.. but anyways, i seriously dont know how i would feel or what should i feel, but my nerves have been uneasy and sleeping is like a pill stuck into my throat...oh well, honestly i dont think im ready to take the exam but whats there to be afraid of trying right? if i fail it just means that im not meant to be where i am now, or i really just dont belong anymore, or maybe this is just not the right time... but to hell with negativity, I'm claiming this and i hope it'll claim me too...i tell you, the pressure is to high that i could almost drown and knowing myself im a big drowner or so i say... im a smart kid (or i think i am) but when it comes to taking exams...oh hell no, im crappy at those, i mean i know the answers by heart but when im there, my mind turns into a big pud...