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I don't feel anymore



I have long been chasing days into nights
trying to make myself believe that there are still things in store for me...
But how do i defy the mess i have done in my life...
When all i ever want was to go back and take back the years i have wasted,
How do i take everything away, when all that is left are the thoughts of negativity flowing in every space of the room i am in,
how do i even know where to start, where to begin, who to talk to...
How do i take it all away...
Coz i dont feel anymore...
Nothing.

B.
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