Banana Chips Love Story

(this entry is way better while listening to the song "UNLEARN" by jimmy bondoc located below) its already 11:32 in the evening and still... i can't sleep, yes i know that i have to wake up early tomorrow for work but, to hell with being late... i guess I'm just bored, awhile ago i went to the pool (its like a routine for me to hang out there every sunday evening) at the penthouse of the pad where i live and swam there for 30 minutes or so...i felt so relax and i tried not to think about anything or anyone but as i tried to close my eyes... his image just popped in my mind...God knows how much i want to forget him...how much i want to forget every single thing he said to me... so to begin with... lets start on how much i tried to make iwas and forget about him... 1. so 1 week before our office TB all i did was to avoid him, it as if i was mocking him, that every time i see him i just smile and whenever our paths collide at the elevator and he was about to enter it...

oh how was life after the new year... it was OKAY...still existing in my new place...my work...my little brown table with cranky girly stuffs... in the corner of our small lair at work... still uninspired..still trying to give love a try... been playing with my feelings..being content with something that won't exist until he comes along... so new year has been okay...new priorities fell inevitably to me like rain on a bed of grass..just unstoppable... my heart..its been fine..tryin to get a hold of all the emotions i was looking upon... at the moment...Mr.G and I, i think had a falling out... i mean...there really comes a time when all you think about was how are we gonna be together... but like in fairy tales...where everything will be all smiles and bizarre music just burns your eyes with glee...yeah the ending doesn't always come in happy endings... maybe my effort or the way i speak to him doesn't really or will never be able to exist... point of discu...