Banana Chips Love Story

Sometimes when you have someone that you really love, there is but one thing that you are afraid of... and it is losing him/her... Right now time has slowly gentled my pain, of losing you and never being able to regain taking everything from me to you, All I've ever wanted was to stay by your side forever to hold you tight and never let go...now I'm scared to death of losing someone like you... Baby i know I've been selfish enough of never letting your baggage go... I know that sometimes you wonder if everything else is true... the pain, the love and the sacrifices in the 6 months we've been thru... all is worth it for me... just because i love you too... You may have been tired of loving me for who i am of taking care of a child who loves you so... but i can only assure you one thing... everything seems so clear to me too... from the very first day i laid my eyes on you... the first moments that we've been through... i have love you every since an...

The hustle and bustle of the sirens of the metro echoes beneath the whispers of raindrops in my ears... As i close my eyes and the slow bursts of the rain lands in the calmness of my cheeks… I felt you. Tell me your secrets and I’ll let you know how my dreams and my hopes sounds like... Let me show you the beauty of tomorrow’s happiness...the numbness of the winds dancing to the swaying memos of yesterday... I feel you. Let me in… into your drama and I’ll gladly calm down your haste... Let me... Show you how it feels to be love like no one else... Let me... Breathe unto your succumb longings of a brighter tomorrow... Let me... Help you forget your ailing past so that we could move on into a world where you and i only exist... Let me... Let you join my moments so that we could together make memories... Memories that I ought to last a life time… N.

DO you know the feeling of having someone new in your life and you just arent sure if you want them in it... gosh.. this past 2 days have been a whirlwind of all kinds.....i really tried to be not emotionally attach to anybody... but it seems that sometimes my bipolar heart and mind doesnt even cooperate with each other... my heart says i like this person, but my mind says..hold on to yourself little girl... sometimes my heart says, yeahh thats it..thats the spirit maybe one day you'll wake up and receive a text message saying i love you...but yeah crap that out... gosh i so dont know what to do...my heart has been torn into pieces many times, that even promises are not enough to mend it... last tuesday someone told me that he loves me, and that he promise me that he wont even hurt me, that one day he will prove to me and to his family that we are worth it...that if he'll hurt me it'll be his lost not mine...i mean what the fuck right...i was almost too stupid to b...

well, lemme see… a few days ago i have encountered an online bullying experience of my own, care of by a cum sucking dick face indian, yeah sorry if i said that in a very wrong tone (no racism intended..i love indian people except him), but yeah im so pissed off right now…i cant seem to erase the fact that a super arrogant two face bitch who tweeted me and ask me a favor to get a brain can go to hell now…well who the hell is he in the first place...he said not so good things about me, which is obviously in a very hating tone ..well i forgive maybe him... it is his lack of sex, love life and social life that unforeseeably lead him to be hater of sorts, which only made him feel very superior to all people around him..i just dont like the way he talks to people and all he does is contradict every argument or rants they have, how dare he be like that when in the first place he is not from here, he should have been more leaner to us who are native ...