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Scared to Death



Sometimes when you have someone that you really love, there is but one thing that you are afraid of... and it is losing him/her...
Right now time has slowly gentled my pain, of losing you and never being able to regain
taking everything from me to you, All I've ever wanted was to stay by your side forever
to hold you tight and never let go...now I'm scared to death of losing someone like you...
Baby i know I've been selfish enough of never letting your baggage go...
I know that sometimes you wonder if everything else is true...
the pain, the love and the sacrifices in the 6 months we've been thru...
all is worth it for me... just because i love you too...
You may have been tired of loving me for who i am
of taking care of a child who loves you so...
but i can only assure you one thing...
everything seems so clear to me too...
from the very first day i laid my eyes on you...
the first moments that we've been through...
i have love you every since and i will love you
till i can no longer love myself...
I'm willing to understand all the pains..
the misunderstanding, your undertakings and everything else about you...
i promise that i will love you with all my heart
until you realize that all i am is all that you got and all the you deserve to have...
i promise you that i will love you and take care of you in every single moments that we may have...
I want to love because i want to let you know that you deserve to be wanted.,,
and that i want to let you know that i am willing to take away all the bad memories from your past..
and to let you feel how are you love and blessed for God gave me a reason and a purpose to live...
and that is to love you...



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