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minsan sa buhay mo, ay may isang ako.

bakit ba na sa dinami dami pa ng panahong mapipili mong saktan ako… ngayon pa?!
kung kailan naramdaman ko na ang importansya ng mga bagay bagay, ngayon mo pa napiling saktan ako…
di naman kita masisisi kung hindi mo ko nasabayan sa aking mumunting kahilingan na ingatan mo ang aking puso…
subalit di pa ba sapat ang mahalin kita, at ikaw ay mahalin mo ako…
di ko rin naman hinihiling na liban mo ang iyong nakaraan…
di ko rin naman hinihiling na nakalimutan mo ang iyong nakalipas…
tila di ko alam kung kaya ko pa ang magpatuloy,
masasaktan lang naman ako muli,
mapapagod,
at baka sa susunod,
sumuko na.
hanggang ngayon di ko parin alam kung pano ko tatapusin ang tila isang bagay na ating pinangalanang PABULA…
isang tulang di naten kailan man maisasabuhay.
isang awiting di nating kailan man maaawit.
isang storyang tila matatapos na.
may isa lamng akong nais mong matanto…
isang paunawang dulot ng hiling ng aking puso.
yun lamang naman ang nais kong intindihin mo.
(july 21, 2010)

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