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Mr.G

awhile ago i had a very very strange experience…

i asked god for signs if he is the one…or if there will be a chance that he'll be my the one…


so at the office i have a crush on somebody… first of all i need to make a disclaimer..he is not tall…not hunky at all..and has geeky glasses..like literally geeky glasses with lens as thick as a sandwich..haha..ok not really..but it really is thick huh…but i have a crush on him, coz the first time i saw him i felt that he is very responsible..i felt that he really is sensitive like the ones that will cry over a break up, like guys who will be willing to bake cakes for their love ones…so after that i had guys flirting with me there but the whole duration of my stay as an intern in the office i always thought to myself that one day i want him to talk to me and use my kulet skills to get into him, yeah that happened like last tuesday i was able to chat with him ..and ask like what he aspires the most and what he is studying at the moment, right now i like what he is doing and how he works his dream to be a teacher..awww..thats so nice right…and btw he is a history major..wahaha…awesomely sensitive guys study history right? but oh well..so there goes my introduction to him…last tuesday i was hanging on unto him like i want him to look at me, there are times when i catch glimpses on him and eventually talk to him into small conversations, and okay i admit it i must be assuming but i total caught him looking at me…haaaa! 
the whole office had dinner outside and i sat beside him…wahaha! i gently ate like a lady while my peripheral eyes was spying how scrupulously he bit over his dinner…haha..i know..stalker much..but no..i was just observant..yeah right.so here goes my strange experience…awhile ago he went to the floor of our department just to talk to one of my bosses, and when he was there i felt so cold..yeah my hands just went south pole atlantic-ish kind, i thought at first that i was just feeling chilly but to myself that was the first time i felt that kind of sign…




lets call him mr.G , G for geeky? no..G for glasses…haha..so mr.G was just there with his gorgeous almond shape eyes hidden behind those geeky glasses, he smiles at us like he was so happy..gosh i almost melted with his smile, but then again i have to hide what i was feeling because people there won't understand if ill like him for in the first place they know that my ex boyfriends are some kinda not in his league and the guys that i had issue with was far to out of his league..haha..oh well..for now i have to make my way unto him, and so my story about today was just so awesome, I've been too curious for the whole day that i was asking everybody if How do you know when you love someone? i was too vulgar to ask him…how about you sir? how do you know if you love somebody…in a very long thought of the moment he assessed himself on how to answer my stupid question..and like sensitive guys he answered "you'll just know it..because you'll just feel it" oh gawd! my heart just fluttered and swosh in pieces with fondness…gawd i hope and i pray that one day ill have the time and courage to say him that i like him…not as a superior boss but like someone that i want to be with…haayyysss




to be continued.




N.

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