Skip to main content

bombs away...

the BOMB has been cast!


my secret crush on Mr.G has now been spread like a deep dark secret overflowing in a river full of unwanted kind of plague..gosh it hurt knowing that another girl likes him the way i do, but no...she doesn't like him like the way i like like him... awhile ago i was listening to him talk in a lecture and i just stared at him blankly, his small pouted lips drew me into a deep trance as if it was speaking of a different kind of tongues...oh well..so after the break of the mini talk i was in, i secretly stared at his hands, gosh..i saw a sign...i say that in his left hand, he has a birth mark... (fyi i have a birth mark in my middle finger ---> right hand nmn) gosh i felt so happy yet i feel so unsure, unsure if it was a sign waiting to happen or something that would entitle me to be hurt...oh well...now that almost everybody knows that i like him..and the rumor is totally spreading like wild fire...now i feel so sad knowing that he won't appreciate what i feel, for he doesn't girls being showy of feelings in the public...oh well..so much for my rant right now...ill keep you posted with what happens next...




BOOM!



N.

Labels

Labels:

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

An Extrovert's Introvert Cheek

I was never an introvert by choice. I guess my repeated failures in human inter action, failing to meet socially acceptable standards was also not a choice. The fact of being in a circle without really being IN the circle was never the less unfathomable by the hands of reality by which we all live in. Sometimes extroverts like me also has another side of its cheek, its not as if my face has a sign that says "SHE is an extrovert. She always laughs when needed (seldom not needed, but still), says Joke when appropriate, and even curses when she feels like it. She is an extrovert, binded by the surface in which her soul belongs too, that when you are a big person you must always be the laughing stock or you must always be a clown or that she wont feel the half truth in every joke you said. Yes She is an extrovert. Funny. But still complicated." yes i guess that’s the sign all people i know see in me, but deep within my angst and humour i guess the (quote)" intelligent...
Post a Comment
Read more

The world, The wonder

Beneath my Feet's View by BananaChipsLoveStory's N It never ceases to amaze me what the layers of this world holds, deeper beauty lies behind every crack in the pavement. Below the murmur of a crowd, a symphony. A smile from an elderly woman at the bus stop is more than mismatched teeth and wrinkled skin, it is more beautiful than the Mona Lisa herself (Perhaps that is why she grins so knowingly?) All we have to do is Stop. Close our eyes and our preconceptions of the mundane mask of our surrounds, listen to the laugh. To the chirp. To the wind as it teases the branches of a tree that has seen more than any of us care to have noticed. The way the light plays against a discarded tin can as it rolls down the gutter has more elegance than the brightest rainbow, these arcs of mist-bent light are far too showy and arrogant. The tin can’s glitter is fragile and fleeting, better to witness it’s rarity and marvel at the man made dancing with nature Behold the...
Post a Comment
Read more

Scared to Death

Sometimes when you have someone that you really love, there is but one thing that you are afraid of... and it is losing him/her... Right now time has slowly gentled my pain, of losing you and never being able to regain taking everything from me to you, All I've ever wanted was to stay by your side forever to hold you tight and never let go...now I'm scared to death of losing someone like you... Baby i know I've been selfish enough of never letting your baggage go... I know that sometimes you wonder if everything else is true... the pain, the love and the sacrifices in the 6 months we've been thru... all is worth it for me... just because i love you too... You may have been tired of loving me for who i am of taking care of a child who loves you so... but i can only assure you one thing... everything seems so clear to me too... from the very first day i laid my eyes on you... the first moments that we've been through... i have love you every since an...
Post a Comment
Read more