Banana Chips Love Story

awhile ago i had a very very strange experience… i asked god for signs if he is the one…or if there will be a chance that he'll be my the one… so at the office i have a crush on somebody… first of all i need to make a disclaimer..he is not tall…not hunky at all..and has geeky glasses..like literally geeky glasses with lens as thick as a sandwich..haha..ok not really..but it really is thick huh…but i have a crush on him, coz the first time i saw him i felt that he is very responsible..i felt that he really is sensitive like the ones that will cry over a break up, like guys who will be willing to bake cakes for their love ones…so after that i had guys flirting with me there but the whole duration of my stay as an intern in the office i always thought to myself that one day i want him to talk to me and use my kulet skills to get into him, yeah that happened like last tuesday i was able to chat with him ..and ask like what he aspires the most and what he is studying at th...

Happiness is something you look after...something we must be vigilant about... -the art of getting by (movie) Do you know the feeling when you are doing something you don't know if it'll work out, or the feeling when you do this things because..because it just feels right …right now im so feeling this stuff..realizing things about my career….as of the moment im trying to gain experience and learning about life…in the office where i am in…still working for free..pro bono…TY…but awhile ago while sitting in the fire exit and sipping cold water ..that awkward moment..something just came up to me…like questions i should ask myself for the longest time..but never really trying to pull it out of my head..questions like… why are you doin this stuff? are waiting for something else? what if it'll never work out? what if it'll all be gone with a snap? ..honestly i don't know ..i really don't know the questions…but my heart just uttered a simple yet complicated answer…...

when boredom strikes and loneliness defeats the purpose of sleeping...i only thought of doing onething..and it is to watch a movie...but the catch is ..i watch..ALONE...so because of me getting moved by the trailer of the movie ONE DAY starring ANNE hathaway and JIM sturgees i betted by heart out of watching it alone...thinking if i will cry or some sort i carried a handful of kleenex napkins in the theatre armed with my chicken pesto sandwich and strawberry smoothie i watch the movie all by myself...                                             But the HIGHLIGHT of my "ME TIME" date is that I get to buy a new pair of shoes..and its on SALE...i was really so excite.... for gods sake....the Goddess of shoes just dragged me down the ally of heaven...and the wings of leather soles were pointing me in a little corner were a big spotlight was focused upon it...yeah i was halluci...

this too shall pass… like memories fading upon a blank certainty, the possibility of wishing that you’d forget about everything,… the yearnings that are yet spoken off, the thought of being tangled up… but now itll all just be like that… gone by in time and no longer existing. (m.july 22, 2010)

bakit ba na sa dinami dami pa ng panahong mapipili mong saktan ako… ngayon pa?! kung kailan naramdaman ko na ang importansya ng mga bagay bagay, ngayon mo pa napiling saktan ako… di naman kita masisisi kung hindi mo ko nasabayan sa aking mumunting kahilingan na ingatan mo ang aking puso… subalit di pa ba sapat ang mahalin kita, at ikaw ay mahalin mo ako… di ko rin naman hinihiling na liban mo ang iyong nakaraan… di ko rin naman hinihiling na nakalimutan mo ang iyong nakalipas… tila di ko alam kung kaya ko pa ang magpatuloy, masasaktan lang naman ako muli, mapapagod, at baka sa susunod, sumuko na. hanggang ngayon di ko parin alam kung pano ko tatapusin ang tila isang bagay na ating pinangalanang PABULA… isang tulang di naten kailan man maisasabuhay. isang awiting di nating kailan man maaawit. isang storyang tila matatapos na. may isa lamng akong nais mong matanto… isang paunawang dulot ng hiling ng aking puso. yun lamang naman ang nais kong intindihin mo. (july ...