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All Over Again,

How can we be the same thing in my head, when we do things all over again...
all over again i said, the sound of my tears crawling upon the depths of my duvet,
yes, all over again, how this undistinguished issue was never resolved.
yes all over again, how can we put everything at ease when at the end of the day its you and i that decreased, yes all over again, when every single time i try to try do things as it was yesterday, as it was the day before you and i begun collapsing into nothing, yes all over again, when the words of i love yous are just words, when i care for you are just sentences, yes all over again, when the shadows of our issues collide. yes all over again, my pupils dilate as the stars in my head vanishes into nothingness, yes all over again, you tried but never really did, you asked but never really listened, yes all over again.

Yes, all over again. I spoke to you as if it was the very first and last day of you and i,
Yes, all over again, we tried alot of times to separate our hearts in our sleeves, yes all over again

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