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2014: Out with the old, in with the new.

 2013 has been a good year for me, with the year that was, I experienced a lot of hurdles and downfalls, from failing to standing up, from the rocky stage of every girl’s relationship to falling out of love with my passion, my work…and now that I’m looking back at what happened in my life, I am more than thankful for all the blessings and the problems that I have encountered, 2013 wasn’t as bad as it looks like for me, 2013, was the year I failed exams, but passed a ones in a lifetime opportunity of entering graduate school, that year also taught me to live and love myself more, to embrace who I am, what I look like, and what people perceived me to be… 2013 was definitely a roller coaster ride, a chaos of rainbows that made things fell in its right places and wake up in its proper timing, it also made me experienced a lot of untold realities of life, of letting people go and of meeting new souls that definitely made me a better person.

Now that the year has already concluded its bipolar mood swings, I am ready to be bothered by the new year-2014, they say that every body needs at least one new year’s resolution, but knowing myself more than any soul in the world I’ve clearly realized that resolutions are not for me, nor promises are meant to be uttered by my careless mouth, but for this year I’ve decided to make a vow, a vow yes, its totally synonymous to a promise but somehow feels like more sacred right? Maybe lets call it Banana’s pinky vows…

For 2014 I vow that:
  1. Definitely, make the most out of my youth… and that is to harness my body’s outmost potential…to achieve the best body Ill ever have in my whole life. DEADLINE: 4/13/14
  2. To focus on my studies and be the best student any professor could ever have.
  3. Be the best lover any guy could pray for. (specially for my Mr. Big)
  4. Be more money wise… (Bandwagon of saving aka the money challenge)
  5. Have FUN- yes im totally aware that in the past 2 years, I’ve kind of retired in the Fun scene, and for this year, I vow to myself and to my Goddesses –Bridget Jones, Mindy Lahiri and Carrie Bradshaw-Priestly, that I Masha aka Banana will totally have more –wine, shoes and memories of love.
  6. Will totally have a hobby, maybe collecting tea cups of some sort ? I still am not decided.
  7. Starting next week I vow that I will blog more and get back into writing
  8.  Will definitely see the world – or maybe parts of it, I vow that this year, I will more adventurous, that I will see the rest of my country first before I explore the wilderness I call overseas.
  9. Will be more into my passion…my work. Yeah I know I’ve been out of my body and out of my cubicle, but this year will definitely THE YEAR OF BANANA.
  10. To read more Books and be back to my first love- the literature.
So, there goes my Top 10 for 2014, wish me luck guys and stay tuned.

Love,

N. aka Banana

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