Banana Chips Love Story

"I love you very much" -ilocano Defining love maybe different for each one of us... for it really do depend on who you ask the L question... some may say that love is a bowl of chocolates in a hot summer's day while the warm sun is slowly pinching your inner thighs... (sorry mental picture ba?) some may say that love is when someone special kiss ed you in the forehead... maybe to others, love is a tiny pink dot in a white soft bread we call siopao... but in time, love slowly evolves into tiny different particles of happiness, a simple "siopao" instantly becomes special when it is shared by two lovers walking side by side at an empty street sidewalk... a stare by someone you love or by someone dear to you maybe be defined love, when it just simply melts you like a dirty ice cream dripping unto your favorite shirt on your way to the mall... for now i really cant really define love... sometimes love for me, is the f eeling of swea t unto my arms while we walk...

So much for me watching GLEE's episode about pregnancy and sexED before i go to sleep, when i doze off to bed my mind has been zigzagging in maze about the topic but then again its just a fore thought not really a thing that made me in the can't-go-to-sleep type, so i catch my winks and in my dreams (yeah, its so weird that i can remember it right?haha...) i dreamt of being pregnant, as in the major major feeling of having a bun in the oven, ohyyeah you heard that right, *term i heard from BRITANNY of GLEE* , so the story goes like this, i had this boyfriend of mine in my dream let's call him T .,(fyi T is my recent X-bf, mean*) so i was dating T and in my dream he was so awesome like he would send me flowers and produce all those surprises, and would come to our house to meet my family for ligaw, so its went on and on and on, but at the middle of it, some GUY *lets call him E na lang* who i cant seem to remember his face or his Voice, just his gorgeous body (ok its...

  "PROJECT:PINK" Today is the start of my new project, lets call it the "PROJECT:PINK" , it is my way of saying goodbye to my flubby self and saying hello to the new me, oh well...in short im just in a diet mode...more of like trying to get myself in shape...for since i was a lil girl, im really the chubby type..or what they call the "wow, ancute nmn ng anak mo, antaba" since then, i just got used to being called "THE CUTE ONE" ...not ever the sexy or ang ganda ganda, and when i was in highschool, i really struggled with my weight issues, some people call me "BAKOY" for my HS friends always say that i will never ever be thin and will just end up like a cow with stretchy skin, yuck right, but it really did affected me...i ended up confined for having asthma due to crying and crying and losing my breath, but now as the months goes on until my graduation, i am in a mission to be thin so i can have the best graduation picture in my yearbo...